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'this is the story of a girl..'

We start off as little seeds in the soil waiting to be watered, the water is wisdom. For some of us that water may not come for a long while, as for others it can come as soon an they begin to explore the wonders and struggles of this planet. This is the story, of how my seed is becoming a beautiful and thriving tree, flower, i haven't decided which one I will be yet, the choice of what we are is only in our own hands. My name is, Olivia Dessire Gonzales Ortiz and i may not be living an extraordinary and perfect life but everything that has happened to me has made me, me and i wouldn't change that for anything. I'm just your typical young growing woman with a mind of her own and an attitude to back it up, sowwy! I am very understanding and i believe in forgiveness, but; fool me one shame on me, fool me twice shame on you, but fool me three time and you better run your little booty till you can't run anymore..

 I won't lie we live in a crazy world that is only intensifying each generation but I do my best enjoy every minute of it. i had a good childhood, my mom-Jenny, my stepfather-Chris, and my other father-Eddie was in and out of jail and my life but he did his best i guess. No brothers or sisters but a huge family and a pre-k teacher as a mother, all the little brothers and sisters you need all in one class! i moved from LA with my mom to get away from Eddie when i was about 3 and a half years old, it was pretty rough for my mom being a single mom but i will give her every inch of credit for getting us through all we did she is an amazing, loving, kindhearted and beautiful woman i take after her a lot! The ironic thing is that, i can still say all theses wonderful things about Jenny and know they are true yet; here is the catch. On July 9th 2015, Chris and Jenny decided that i was to much for them and they gave me a choice to follow their rules or leave the house. now you see it's not the rules that made my decision it was the things tucked under the rug the things that no one, and i do mean no one really could see... such small specks of dirt accumulated over time and when i finally had the courage to clean under that rug the huge mountain of dirt fell on top of me. One thing you must know about my parents is that they love me more than anything in this world! it took me a while to see it but i can see it as bright as the sun every day it shines in the sky. But to much love from two people to one person can get out of hand very fast. what I mean by this is, they became so engulfed with perfecting and controlling one human beings life to keep them safe from the crazy world and forgetting, that one human being has an opinion and is her own person as well as you.  When i decided to move out i never thought the things following this sentence would occur and rip me from the inside out.

I love my family just as much if not more than they love me. The thing is that my moving out cause a huge "disturbance" in my family and i am no longer in touch with most of my family, only my cousin Corrine's family and my Aunty Lori will still keep in touch with me because they too know that my parents are to much at times, just as any other. Being so young and basically disowned from your family is a very disruptive thing, but you HAVE TO THINK POSITIVE! family is forever they will move on from it and one day reconnect with me.  Sorry if i left out the key details of why all this has occurred but God as my witness i have a clear conscience and full heart knowing my folks are just "trippin" and will realize the time we have wasted fighting over things that don't matter anymore.

but enough with all the sad ishhh' i am very blessed considering. I at the age of 17 had stumbled across an amazing, caring, tall milky and handsome man named Abraham. he is literally my guardian angle and my right hand. We have a month old PUPPY no kids yet i promise!! her name is panda Jameila' Fuentes. Now you may be thinking what the heck olivia why give your dog a middle name shes just a dog. On the contrary Panda is not just any dog she is our baby girrrrrl ( say in a baby voice). i swear this dog is one of the smartest dogs ive ever seen, never know maybe in a few years youll see is on Ellen that is how smart she can be.. when she wants to! i have a beautiful home with Abraham and Panda. you may be thinking how can two such young people have a house already. well God has blessed us with our company called Vision Clean. so see how i keep positive through all this. stay busy and stay on task i promise everything else will pass.